Friday, April 3, 2020

Message Board Post by Me

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Re: Is Ellen Degeneres actually mean?

I guess we all have our "peculiarities."

She can do whatever she wants, though, it seems… If someone big came along, supposedly she wouldn't feel anything is too different, she's still Ellen, but some things in life- She might only hate people like me. …

Trap

It's like I'm a trap for good people to talk to, like I'm a trick and not really a good person myself.

What's important?

It's important for the older lady I like and not me, in a given situation.

Need

I wonder if the older lady I like has problems if she wants attention and love.

Message Board Post by Me

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Re: Is Ellen Degeneres actually mean?

Yea, but she doesn't need to single me out like I'm different and severely exploit my relationships with other adults, but she acts like she didn't do it sometimes. Life does not end on her stage.

It could have been at least fun, but it's like there's something wrong, like hurting me and making me worrying about the relationships I had is fueling world peace and elevating my older relationships who are more privileged, so it's like I have nothing and don't deserve anything, meaning those relationships or at least just one of my favorites.

She wants to make sure I don't feel sexual gratification but does it excessively and too much in "naughty" ways to older adults I know, like that's okay. In the end, my relationships act like it's too dangerous to continue to have a good relationship in some ways.

I mind my own business, but then this happens. It's like the OJ sensation.


*I forgot to add I think it's like Ellen DeGeneres is sitting there listening and waiting for me to be done, like saying in a prissy way, "Okay," and then that it meant nothing, like she took the blow like a mother should.  I don't want to talk about this actually, I'm trying to stay on the safe side, but people are acting ignorant, felt like they were incessant about things like my mom's death being the result of me watching Ellen DeGeneres for some reason, when I thought it was the racist people in Orlando that probably stressed her out and gave her cancer.  It's another issue unto itself, as well, though.