So, just celebrate the reason we don't do things I did that bother people and make them say I'm in trouble like it matters?
It's an easy thing to do, as everyone knows of this. They probably recite it to their children, LOL.
Tuesday, April 7, 2020
The "Social Butterfly"
My dad keeps insisting I'm in trouble just for not being perfect or silly reasons he didn't inform me of and won't respond about with his behavior.
I meet people I like, and people really noticed this one older lady. People I like who are prestigious consider me in trouble with them too. It seems the older lady I like is going around to those people and others I know to a degree and considered quite the "social butterfly" but while I'm in trouble for no reason. So, I can't feel okay in life, also picked on for my race like it's bad. She just keeps inspiring people with the positive spirit she shows, getting popular with a fresh palette and no social background check like I have to deal with it so happens. People are all impressed with her being greeted upfront like she's always good because of what they've "seen in her." Like, she keeps going around and juggling people's messages like "she's all that" in a good way for her, like she knows exactly what to do, which she does and which is good but in a way people cling to all over the world and but like I'm bad and she's weaving in and out of my life and limitations, where I can't be treated like I'm normal for some reason when I am. Like, "it's like hello" and no one thinks I'm mature because the people monitoring me in private think I shouldn't speak yet still suffer with this. It's like I'm being challenged. It's like taking advantage of me and believing I am in trouble like it's just play, by other people. So, while I'm considered delinquent, she thrives and takes advantage of the fact that she knows now how people think I'm in trouble and celebrates it wasn't her. She is explaining life! to people by constanting wallowing in the mud pool of my supposedly being in trouble, like it's smart to notice I'm in trouble and not do that and comment on it and repriamand me like crazy in creative ways. Mostly, it's her talking about something we already know, like a tool to entertain us. So, just know how I'm in trouble and elaborate off that in the way that is uniquely you and never feel in trouble anyone but me. Just showing her positive spirit that we don't do what I'm supposedly in trouble for, like "we already know" too though but like it's a mysetery still to everyone being solved every day by her messages she's left. That's so weird. She "doesn't afraid of anything" and people use all this too look up to her as a role model, among other prejudices in her favor. I still haven't said it quite right. You know, it's seen as hard by people in Orlando, but it's just chosing an easy situation and making it elaborate.
I meet people I like, and people really noticed this one older lady. People I like who are prestigious consider me in trouble with them too. It seems the older lady I like is going around to those people and others I know to a degree and considered quite the "social butterfly" but while I'm in trouble for no reason. So, I can't feel okay in life, also picked on for my race like it's bad. She just keeps inspiring people with the positive spirit she shows, getting popular with a fresh palette and no social background check like I have to deal with it so happens. People are all impressed with her being greeted upfront like she's always good because of what they've "seen in her." Like, she keeps going around and juggling people's messages like "she's all that" in a good way for her, like she knows exactly what to do, which she does and which is good but in a way people cling to all over the world and but like I'm bad and she's weaving in and out of my life and limitations, where I can't be treated like I'm normal for some reason when I am. Like, "it's like hello" and no one thinks I'm mature because the people monitoring me in private think I shouldn't speak yet still suffer with this. It's like I'm being challenged. It's like taking advantage of me and believing I am in trouble like it's just play, by other people. So, while I'm considered delinquent, she thrives and takes advantage of the fact that she knows now how people think I'm in trouble and celebrates it wasn't her. She is explaining life! to people by constanting wallowing in the mud pool of my supposedly being in trouble, like it's smart to notice I'm in trouble and not do that and comment on it and repriamand me like crazy in creative ways. Mostly, it's her talking about something we already know, like a tool to entertain us. So, just know how I'm in trouble and elaborate off that in the way that is uniquely you and never feel in trouble anyone but me. Just showing her positive spirit that we don't do what I'm supposedly in trouble for, like "we already know" too though but like it's a mysetery still to everyone being solved every day by her messages she's left. That's so weird. She "doesn't afraid of anything" and people use all this too look up to her as a role model, among other prejudices in her favor. I still haven't said it quite right. You know, it's seen as hard by people in Orlando, but it's just chosing an easy situation and making it elaborate.
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