Sunday, April 19, 2020

They're acting like I don't have a handle on anything.
People keep acting like being bad is good because people won't be secretly jealous of you.

People in Orlando

They keep looking at me like I'm not white all the time.

Saturday, April 18, 2020

Freiburger Barockorchester

I'm supposed to save money just to live so cannot attend their functions.  I hope to, though, someday.

I have SSI in Florida already but want to go to college in another state, Up North, on Lake Erie, the Cleveland, Ohio area.  I went to that college in 2005, actually.  It has German and Violin.

I can work in the summer, but I don't know where I will go during the Summer and Christmas, as SSI didn't respond neither.  Living in the dorms is best timewise, during the school year.  I wonder if I can graduate from German or Violin in 3 years.  I think I'm a junior or will be after this semester.  Hopefully, I'll be on my way, making money, as well as repaying loans.

I also hope to move to Germany.  I want to see their concerts and maybe participate.

Thursday, April 16, 2020

Saturday, April 11, 2020

My Dad and I Singing Now



My whole face feels sorta like a pimple.
My pimples are big and hard and can hurt a lot, like if I move my mouth in a certain way the one on the edge/inside of my nose.
I hadn't cleaned my face right.
I have 2 pimples on my nose, one on the edge inside and one on the middle of one side

I have pimple gel on it and just took a shower and it stings so much.  I'm just going to wait to dry my hair and put on makeup or do schoolwork.

Friday, April 10, 2020

My Dad and I Singing Now



Me Singing Now



Generation X - The Mandatedly Lost Generation

I can try to stay positive with what I have, but I know Generation X has nothing for them like Generation YZ now.

I support being good to Generation YZ.  It's just I feel dry, don't know where to go to find my happiness.  We have no invitation, and we look silly if we wish we had one.

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You don't even care about the children.

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Do you also want to get something out of it?  Why not get inappropriately simulated like you messed with an older lady I like?  No one told you to do it.

Other People in the US

People in the US need to get off my case or turn into a pile of muck like they made the older lady I like.
Many women in the US treat me like crap-

Thursday, April 9, 2020

Irish Takedown by the English in the US

So, since I'm more Irish and maybe not much English, does that mean I live by morality instead of messing around with the more bad people from the US to get popular ultimately?

"For me?"

Do you ever feel like nothing is for you?  Like you're selfish if it's for you and not for some little kid, perhaps? if it's nice and pretty.