Saturday, March 28, 2020

Update

New Facebook Group Listed in Blog #1

Loyola University New Orleans - Music
It seems people prevented me from having a successful, worthy/worthwhile life.

Update

new Facebook group listed on my blog #1

Racism
Why do people blame me with stupid reasons for modern culture coming to a halt in the 1990s and 2010s?

Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Mulan comes out tomorrow!

Website Update

Old Pictures of Me

link

I lost pictures and videos in Hurricane Katrina in 2005.

me at age 15 or 16
just holding a violin

me at age 16
They already took away important things from my relationship but gave it to others.  Even if I do it anyway they say they are serious and mess up something.

Me Singing Now

(In the title it tells you to skip 2:35-3:19.)
Why don't other people admit they wish they were like glamorous people or do it?
People worry about me possibly beating some Late Boomers.
I know why the Freiburger Barockorchester "even" played and why so soon..

To get it over with and get popular.

Tuesday, March 24, 2020

Other people joke about me and others being different ethnically.
I accept people, but I'm not "the one."
Life seems to be getting more and more worthless, less reasons to do things, like posting more online, and no I am not "running out of things to do in the world."
In community arts etc., the teachers/directors get more attention than the performers because they are the only ones who made it a full or part time professional career.

Monday, March 23, 2020

Somehow, I feel chased away.  What are we supposed to do when we want to meet older people who have children with other people who get to be with them?
I used to do more work in school than others and be humble about it ... if you do it and you are younger than me by a certain amount, a Late Boomer will be impressed.  Instead, I'm trapped being treated badly now.

"On a Roll"

People who actually do something win people's hearts in the end.

About Being Impressive

Remember, quality versus quantity.