Freiburger Barockorchester

I'm supposed to save money just to live so cannot attend their functions.  I hope to, though, someday.

I have SSI in Florida already but want to go to college in another state, Up North, on Lake Erie, the Cleveland, Ohio area.  I went to that college in 2005, actually.  It has German and Violin.

I can work in the summer, but I don't know where I will go during the Summer and Christmas, as SSI didn't respond neither.  Living in the dorms is best timewise, during the school year.  I wonder if I can graduate from German or Violin in 3 years.  I think I'm a junior or will be after this semester.  Hopefully, I'll be on my way, making money, as well as repaying loans.

I also hope to move to Germany.  I want to see their concerts and maybe participate.

Me Playing Violin Now

Me Singing Now

My Dad and I Singing Now

My whole face feels sorta like a pimple.

My pimples are big and hard and can hurt a lot, like if I move my mouth in a certain way the one on the edge/inside of my nose.

I hadn't cleaned my face right.

I have 2 pimples on my nose, one on the edge inside and one on the middle of one side

I have pimple gel on it and just took a shower and it stings so much.  I'm just going to wait to dry my hair and put on makeup or do schoolwork.

My Dad and I Singing Now

Me Singing Now

Generation X - The Mandatedly Lost Generation

I can try to stay positive with what I have, but I know Generation X has nothing for them like Generation YZ now.

I support being good to Generation YZ.  It's just I feel dry, don't know where to go to find my happiness.  We have no invitation, and we look silly if we wish we had one.

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You don't even care about the children.

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Do you also want to get something out of it?  Why not get inappropriately simulated like you messed with an older lady I like?  No one told you to do it.

Other People in the US

People in the US need to get off my case or turn into a pile of muck like they made the older lady I like.

Many women in the US treat me like crap-

Irish Takedown by the English in the US

So, since I'm more Irish and maybe not much English, does that mean I live by morality instead of messing around with the more bad people from the US to get popular ultimately?

"For me?"

Do you ever feel like nothing is for you?  Like you're selfish if it's for you and not for some little kid, perhaps? if it's nice and pretty.

Diabetes - The Gym

I was considering keeping my gym membership to take exercise classes for $100/month and quitting school, to reverse my diabetes.  I only have like 4-5 weeks of 16 weeks left I think.  My dad might die in the next year or half year and I have to move out, probably before that; he told me to start looking around.  I know the gym every day will lower my diabetes because it did before.

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So, just celebrate the reason we don't do things I did that bother people and make them say I'm in trouble like it matters?

It's an easy thing to do, as everyone knows of this.  They probably recite it to their children, LOL.

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If we already knew, we wouldn't do it.