I just Googled my cousin.

https://nypost.com/2018/09/14/evil-game-lands-stripper-her-second-arrest-of-the-day/

People think that I'm bad and that all my "best" relationships should go to her and I should suffer for a long time about it, like she deserves more than me because she has a fancy mom, my aunt, and my dad is older and more old-fashioned in nature and not like her.

Even Ellen DeGeneres believes my aunt is bad for making my other aunt watch her and not giving her enough, she informed me or others I thought and am pretty sure in how she dealt with this, through telepathic ways.

I guess my aunt was wrong, not sure how else to break it. She brought her up in the heat, she didn't want her to be like her and she's very attractive, and mostly she promotes her over me it seems or I have nothing to do with people making it so she has some of my most important things socially like relationships, like if it was hard to meet people and I finally found some.

Please don't get a bad impression of her. I think because of my aunt she had a hard life. I was just thinking it was her responsibility to raise her, not blame the world for ruining it. In fact when we talk to people she is nice and people like her better than me rather than like us both in different ways of any shared ways. They think that by getting mad at her, that's the only way to fix life. You know, sometimes they come by my house and sometimes I feel bad around them or a lot. I feel sorry for my sick dad, but he's older. It's interesting my dad is also a violent parent sometimes, like if I ask if something is weird he threatens to throw me out of the house or car, same with my mom.

So, I don't mean to say anything bad about anyone, just like my aunt is confused about her…

If you know the bad point it's the idea that adults try to say I don't deserve anything because it's only my aunt's side that is glamorous.